The following meditation was written by Rev. Dr. Michael B. Brown, Pastor of Blowing Rock Methodist Church in North Carolina.
“‘Do you believe because you see me? Happy are those who don’t see and yet believe.’” John 20:29 (Common English Bible)
United Methodist preacher, Anita Taylor, says that Jesus’ post-resurrection appearances in a locked room where the disciples were hiding are more multi-layered than we often interpret them to be.[1] Ten disciples (not including Thomas, who was out at the time) were present on the first occasion when Jesus appeared. Later, they reported with excitement, “We’ve seen the Lord!” (John 20:25b) So, faith was present in them, and, via their testimony to Thomas later when he showed up, faith was also expressed through them. However, they were still hiding behind locked doors, still afraid that those who had crucified Jesus would come for them. So, we find both faith and fear in the story. Presumably, Simon Peter was present both times. That introduces yet another emotional dynamic: guilt. He had been the last possible witness for the defense on the night of Jesus’ illegal trial before Caiaphas. But when the heat was on, three times Peter denied even knowing Jesus. Clearly afterward, he carried with him the guilt of having failed his Lord.
Then, of course, the account talks about Thomas, whom we call “the doubter” (yet another emotion in the mix). When the other disciples reported Christ’s first appearance to them, Thomas basically accused them of group hysteria brought on by the toxic mix of grief (from losing Jesus) and terror (that they, too, would be arrested). So, Thomas told them he couldn’t possibly believe such a wild story unless he saw it with his own eyes. Obviously, of course, joy would also have existed within the group gathered in that room. And surprise. And renewed belief. Thomas fell before Jesus and worshiped him. (John 20:19-29) Anita Taylor was correct in her assessment that this biblical lesson from John is multi-layered. She was also clearly on target when she concluded that the story teaches a truth of deep value: “Jesus meets us where we are.”[2]
“I am struggling with guilt from something I said or did that I cannot unsay or undo.” Jesus comes to you there, offering the gift of grace. He meets you where you are.
“I am heartbroken by grief. There’s a hole inside me with someone’s name on it, and no other person can fill that space.” Jesus comes to you there with comfort sufficient to fill whatever space is empty. He meets you where you are.
“I am struggling with temptation, and sometimes it is so strong I don’t know if I can continue to resist.” Jesus comes to you there with understanding and without judgment, providing moral strength to rise above whatever Isle of Sirens[3] is calling. He meets you where you are.
“I believe, but not with the same sense of assurance or certainty that many others seem to possess. I feel a lot like Thomas, who was plagued by doubts.” Jesus comes to you there, accepting and affirming whatever level of personal faith you may have at the moment and promising to lead you gently and gradually into deeper waters at your own pace. He meets you where you are.

“I am angry,” or “depressed,” or “frightened,” or “fatigued,” or “lonely.” Whatever the description of your life or emotional landscape may be, Jesus comes to you there. He loves you as you are. He meets you where you are. That’s part of what we mean when we speak of our faith as “good news.” We are not judged or rejected. Instead, we are loved and accompanied. He meets us where we are.
Joy,
[1] Taylor, Anita, from a sermon entitled Locked Doors, April 19, 2026 (https://vimeo.com/1182394144)
[2] Op. Cit., Taylor
[3] Homer, The Odyssey, trans. Robert Fagles (New York: Penguin Classics, 1996), Book 12; the “Isle of Sirens” refers to the legendary location in Greek mythology where the Sirens lured sailors to their destruction with enchanting song








