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Two Little Words

The following meditation was written by Doug Hood’s son, Nathanael Hood, M.Div., Princeton Theological Seminary

“This, then, is how you should pray: “‘Our Father in heaven, hallowed be your name…”

Matthew 6:9(Common English Bible)

Of all the teachers I had while studying for ministry at Princeton Theological Seminary, few left as remarkable an impact on me as C. Clifton Black, the Otto A. Piper Professor of Biblical Theology. As the author of over twenty books and more than two hundred published articles, he was an academic institution unto himself, a one-man library of biblical insight. Lover of jazz, Shakespeare, classic Hollywood movies, and impeccably tailored three piece suits (regardless of the weather), he cut the impression of a man who drank deeply and joyously from the well of life. His immensity of character spilled into the classroom where, frequently overcome by emotion, he would punctuate important points by slamming down an open palm and bellowing like a Baptist preacher. He did just that during my first class with him in a course examining Jesus’ parables. “EVERY WORD,” his hand pounded on the table one early Spring afternoon, “of scripture is PREGNANT with meaning!”

This first lesson has stayed with me over the years since my graduation. When we read scripture too quickly or casually, we risk missing important details that might otherwise transform our understanding of God’s holy word. Consider, for example, the Lord’s Prayer. As presented in the Gospel of Matthew, the Prayer is taught by Jesus as the model for how all Christians should pray. But for many Christians, the prayer is less a matter of devotion than one of muscle memory, a word or phrase repeated over and over again until it loses its meaning. But in his masterful commentary on the Lord’s Prayer, Dr. Black forces readers to slam on the brakes and consider each word with the same care we would use to view a precious jewel. What, Dr. Black asks, is the prayer actually saying to us?

Remarkably, much of the answer can be found in the prayer’s first two words: “Our Father.” Our father. Not my father, not your father, not his or her or their father, but our father. The first word of the first line is an invitation to community. “The Lord’s Prayer is never privatist,” Dr. Black writes, “[the word “our”] pulls the Prayer’s supplicants out of selfish individualism into a relationship of ever-expanding generosity.”1 Of course, this isn’t to say that we can’t or shouldn’t pray specifically for ourselves and our own needs—Jesus himself prayed for his own deliverance from the cross in Gethsemane. But in this first word of the Lord’s Prayer, Jesus presents us with a model of community.

And what is that model? That can be found in the second word: our Father. Not leader, not lord. Not creator or king, not liege nor ruler. We come to our God as little beloved children, not cowering subjects. Put together, the two little words “Our Father” are not just an address but a command. Remember, they whisper, that even in our solitude each of us are part and parcel of a sacred community held together by a mighty God, a Lord who protects and cherishes each of us as equals. Yes, it is good and proper to pray for our own needs. But here in the Lord’s Prayer we hear Jesus slam his own hand on the classroom table, reminding us that true prayer should be the antidote to selfishness. True prayer should lead to selflessness, instead.

Joy,

1C. Clifton Black, The Lord’s Prayer, of Interpretation – Resources for the Use of Scripture in the Church (Louisville, KY: Westminster John Knox Press, 2018), 78.

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What Group Are We?

Dr. Doug Hood’s wife, Grace Cameron Hood, B.C.E., wrote the following meditation.

“As God’s household, you are built on the foundation of the apostles and prophets with Christ Jesus himself as the cornerstone.”

Ephesians 2:20 (Common English Bible)

In my neighborhood, we have a lot of birds. We have a big group of white ibis that spend hours rooting and pecking for worms. The theory is that when there are ibis around, there will be no hurricanes. Do you know what a group of ibis is called? It is a Colony. I found this interesting and funny so I started looking up other names of animal groups. A group of ants is also a Colony. A group of roaches is called an Intrusion. Dolphins are a Pod; fish are a School. Some of my favorites include hippos known as a Thunder, rhinos a Crash. Parrots are a Pandemonium, while eagles are a Convocation. Our friends the owls in their wisdom are a Parliament. Giraffes are a Tower. My absolute favorite is a group of flamingos is called a Flamboyance.

Each name reflects something about the individual participants. Roaches are indeed an Intrusion that everyone in Florida knows and pays to have removed. It doesn’t matter if you call them roaches or palmetto bugs, nobody wants to find them in their house. The wild parrots in South Florida are also aptly called a Pandemonium as they go from branch to branch, screeching wildly. So, what about a group of people who worship God and come together every week? They are called the CHURCH. Just as the name of each group is a descriptor of members, the word CHURCH should also describe us.

The word CHURCH means ‘House of the Lord’. In this space, we come together regularly, worship God intensely, sing, and hear music that soars to the heavens. We are instructed in who God is and what God wants in our lives. We participate in the action of giving, praising, thanking, serving, and hearing. This happens all around the world. I have been in many types of churches. My first memory is of an open-air church where we all sat on logs under palm branches in Congo. I have also attended beautiful churches in Congo decorated with woven clothes, high tin roofs and long hard benches. Gold-plated cathedrals in Brazil contrast to the small woven churches in the Brazilian Indigenous Reservations. A plain building that is a Quaker church in Pennsylvania stands near huge mega-churches that meet in hotels and schools. Stained glass windows are one of my favorite additions which appear in old country churches in muted shades of orange and brown and culminating in the breath-taking windows in the Sainte-Chapelle in Paris.

What ties all these structures together is the word CHURCH, House of God. What characterizes this word around the world is a sense of gratitude. Gratitude for a place to be the people of God. Gratitude for the family of God that comes together in worship and praise. Gratitude for being able to stand up and be counted as part of the group of people that stretches around the world. Gratitude is known and shown as members of the church bend over to help each other, to accept and celebrate our differences, to open wide the doors, and make room for more people who call themselves members of the ‘House of God’ or the CHURCH.

Joy,

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When We Don’t Know How to Pray

“In the same way, the Spirit comes to help our weakness. We don’t know what we should pray, but the Spirit himself pleads our case with unexpressed groans.”

Romans 8:26 (Common English Bible)

Fyodor Dostoyevsky creates a vivid image of inadequacy in the short story, White Nights: A Sentimental Love Story from The Memoirs of a Dreamer.[i]The protagonist moves from day to day in a stale and unprofitable life that lacks intimacy with another individual. He is lonely and feels the loneliness deeply. All that begins to change one night on a bridge near his home. He encounters a woman who is crying. Concern for her wells up within him, a depth of concern that is unfamiliar to him. Speaking to her out of his concern results in such a powerful sense of intimacy that he asks her to return the following night, “I can’t help coming here tomorrow. I am a dreamer. I know so little of real life that I just can’t help reliving such moments as these in my dreams, for such moments are something I have very rarely experienced.”[ii]His inadequacy in personal relationships is deeply felt, and he now experiences an opportunity to turn that around.

Occasionally, many who pray experience an inadequacy—an inadequacy of words, an inadequacy of expression of a deep longing or need. In those moments, this teaching from the Book of Romans offers the assistance of the Spirit. When words fail us, the Spirit is sufficient to overcome our difficulty. John Calvin, a leading church leader in the 1500s, beautifully notes, “we are supplied with heavenly assistance and strength.”[iii]Simply, the promise here is that we are not left alone in our stumbling for adequate words. We are transported to Dostoyevsky’s bridge, where we meet the Spirit who speaks to God on our behalf. We knock on God’s door in prayer and God responds with an impulse of the heart that we are understood even in the absence of words. As the protagonist in Dostoyevsky’s story, we also experience a powerful sense of intimacy—an intimacy with God through the intercession of the Spirit. 

It is the ultimate paradox—where we are the weakest, God’s power is the strongest. Unable to pray, as God would have us pray, the Holy Spirit searches our hearts and crafts prayers on our behalf. It is, finally, an act of grace. Where we are inadequate, God completes the work of prayer. It is work because it results in changes in attitudes and behavior—changes that are the direct outcome of prayer. It is sacred work because it results in a conversion from seeking God’s blessings for our own small projects to becoming captivated by God’s hopes and dreams for us. The Spirit’s prayer on our behalf results in an interruption of our lives. We become attached more firmly to God’s redemptive work in the world. Looking back on the shape and character of our former prayers, we realize how inadequate they really were. They were about us, not God. They were about our individual pursuits, not about a life in a relationship with God.

What remains is a promise. When we don’t know how to pray, when we are at a loss to communicate effectively with our Lord, the Spirit restores communication. From the earliest pages of the Bible, we see that human rebellion and sin broke intimacy with God. That resulted in our hiding from God when God came walking in our garden. With “unexpressed groans,” the Spirit pleads our case before God. We know that God is receptive to the prayers of the Spirit on our behalf because the Spirit “pleads for the saints, consistent with God’s will.” (Romans 8:27) Now we have confidence in our relationship with God—and for our future—because both are now held in God’s grasp, not ours. Without the Spirit interceding on our behalf, it is a certainty that we would continue stumbling in sin and hiding from God. Because God has now taken control of our feeble utterances we can now rest quietly before God, confident that the Spirit will express well our longings.

Joy,


  [i]Fyodor Dostoyevsky, The Best Short Stories of Fyodor Dostoyevsky. (London: Folio Society, 2021) p. 3-48.

[ii]Dostoyevsky, 11.

[iii]John Calvin, Theological Foundations: John Calvin, Commentary on Romans. (Nashville: B&H Academic, 2022) 198. 

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When It Is Hard to Pray

“Early in the morning, well before sunrise, Jesus rose and went to a deserted place where he could be alone in prayer.”

Mark 1:35 (Common English Bible)

One evening a member of the church came to see me on the matter of prayer. I had just finished a teaching about prayer, and she questioned a claim I made about the early church reformer, Martin Luther. Luther was known to rise early on days when he had much to do and spend extra time in prayer. The young woman found this practice counterintuitive. “How,” she asked, “Is it possible to spend more time in prayer when the day before you already demanded much?” I shared that this was not unique to Luther; many church leaders before Luther and many following him followed the same practice. Despite exceedingly busy lives, Luther and others realized that their own power to meet the challenges of the day was insufficient. Prayer infuses each life with uncommon strength, encouragement, and inspiration for facing every claim and every responsibility placed upon us. 

The question of the young woman is a common one. Her question is not to be confused with doubts about prayer or technique. Those are important questions, of course. But her question was simply the struggle of time. How does a busy life find the time for regular, meaningful time with God in prayer? Some who have been Christians for years have a faith that remains in its infancy because they have failed to take this question seriously—the question of making time for prayer. They are the ones who admit that they only pray occasionally and then only when they feel particularly troubled about something. Their prayer is utterly listless, repeating a few familiar words they may have been taught as a child. What these people fail to understand is that God cannot provide strength, power, and encouragement when we don’t make room for God in our lives.

When we find it hard to pray, Jesus speaks to us, here in Mark’s Gospel, of two common obstacles: the obstacle of time and the obstacle of place. Though the difficulties with prayer may be numerous, none can be properly addressed without first identifying a sacred place and time to be alone with God. Often, people tell me that their busy lives give them no time for regular prayer, though they clearly have made time to check their phones for the score of their favorite team, read the headline news, or simply play a video game. Additionally, no one who cares deeply for someone neglects to spend time with them. Time is found for the things that matter. Jesus found time by rising early in the morning, well before sunrise. Even five minutes with a brief devotional followed by five minutes of prayer prepares us to receive the things God most wants to provide us. 

Jesus then addresses the obstacle of place. Rising early in the morning, Jesus went to a deserted place where he could be alone. Though quick moments of prayer between demands of loved ones, children, or work colleagues are better than not praying at all, such moments will not nurture the quality of faith that comes with praying consistently in a more disciplined fashion. That discipline begins with identifying a place where there are no distractions, a place where the mind might experience quiet, and a place to simply be alone with God. There is wisdom in the teaching of the Psalms: “Be still, and know that I am God!” (Psalm 46:10 NRSVue) It is astonishing how real God becomes when we consistently consecrate a particular place that is for God alone as we pray. The disciples asked Jesus to teach them to pray. Jesus teaches that effective prayer begins with time and place. 

Joy,

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Gratitude

The following meditation was written by Hannah Anglemyer, a youth at First Presbyterian Church of Delray Beach.

“I’m not saying this because I need anything, for I have earned how to be content in any circumstance. I know the experience of being in need and of having more than enough; I have learned the secret to being content in any and every circumstance, whether full or hungry or whether having plenty or being poor. I can endure all these things through the power of the one who gives me strength.”

Philippians 4:11-13 (Common English Bible)

My math teacher from my freshman year of high school had a tradition each year right before we took midterms. She went around to each one of her classes with a little black bag containing a bunch of tiny rocks with motivational sayings or phrases etched into the front. Then, without knowing what the rocks say, we all reached inside and grabbed one. According to her, the rock you grabbed is supposed to be something you need or something that can motivate you to get through midterms. The rock I grabbed had the word “gratitude” etched into its front. And so, taking its advice, I thanked my teacher for the gift and tucked it into a tiny pocket of my backpack I almost never touch. See, when I reach into my backpack, I’m usually looking for something—my trigonometry notes, my calculator, my Chinese textbook—or because I have midterms, tests, and then finals to worry about. But now, I’m a sophomore, and that’s all still true! But my homework takes longer, my tests are harder, and for the first time ever, math doesn’t make as much sense anymore. So I forgot about that little rock.

That was until a couple of weeks ago when I happened to reach into that same forgotten pocket and found that little rock right where I had first left it, the word “gratitude” still etched into its front. At first, I smiled at the memory and my teacher’s kind gesture. Then I started to think. In the little over a year since I had first placed the rock in my backpack, I had become incredibly consumed by the homework I still needed to do, the test grades I didn’t yet know, and by my math grade—which is lower than I would like. Finding the rock reminded me that even in the tiny world of high school, I still have so much to be grateful for. Though my math grade may not be what I want, it has improved from where it was! My teacher has gone out of her way to meet with me on several occasions to help me better understand the material, and every academic challenge I’ve faced has helped me to develop better study and time management habits. But it’s easy to forget about gratitude when you’re charging ahead to what comes next. It’s difficult to pause and be grateful for what’s in front of you right now.

I’ve found that applies outside of school, too. When I was younger, my family and I would spend a large portion of the summer with my grandparents in the North Carolina mountains. One of our favorite activities were going on long walks or hikes together. Whenever we set out, I was always very eager for the adventures that lay ahead, oftentimes volunteering to wear a very stylish fanny pack, even when the length of a hike really didn’t necessitate it. But, my attitude usually changed around halfway in. I would start to complain that I was tired of walking and could think of nothing but getting back home to a yummy snack and my favorite kids’ show. My grandfather “Doc-Doc” usually had other ideas, and he always seemed to find ways to add to the length of a hike, never missing a teachable moment. He would often pause to ask what felt like ten million questions: “So Hannah, what type of plant is this,” or “so Hannah, can you name that mountain?” As expected for a kid my age, I almost never answered correctly, which meant an even longer conversation involving a history or science lesson. Despite being moments I now look back on fondly, my eagerness to get back home prevented me from appreciating this time with family and the incredible beauty of God’s creation surrounding me. Looking ahead to what could come next prevented me from being content with the blessings right in front of me.

In his Epistle to the Philippians, Paul writes that he has learned “the secret to being content in any and every circumstance, whether full or hungry or whether having plenty or being poor.” It sounds like an incredible secret; after all, it’s not easy to be content with the present when you don’t know what the future holds. But Paul gives away the secret in the next line. He says he is able to “endure all these things through the power of the one who gives [him] strength.” When we struggle to take moments to show gratitude or find ourselves ignoring what we already have, Paul teaches us to turn to God. Through God, we are able to find peace with what is in front of us now and give proper gratitude for all we have.

Joy,

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God’s Treasures

Dr. Doug Hood’s wife, Grace Cameron Hood, B.C.E, wrote the following meditation.

“…you are precious in my eyes, you are honored, and I love you.”

Isaiah 43:4a (Common English Bible)

The Holly House is a ministry of First Presbyterian Church of Delray Beach. Women get together each week to change the world. They make incredible crafts, do service projects, socialize, eat together, and enjoy one another. They have formed a support system based on fun, faith, and creativity. Everyone is welcomed and included. They are a microcosm of what the church strives to be.

Each year, Holly House participates in a time-honored and universal ministry of churches everywhere. They sponsor a rummage sale. The proceeds of the sale go to the ministry of the church. This is how it works. If you have something that you do not need or want or can’t use anymore, you donate it to the church. The women sort everything. This is a time-consuming and tedious job. Imagine sorting hundreds of donated shirts according to size and price. When the sale happens, the community comes in droves. Someone might see an item and realize that they want it, they need it, or they have a use for it. They pay for it. This is a wonderful system. What becomes one person’s discard, trash, or burden becomes the next person’s treasure. This is recycling at its very best!

What does this have to do with a book on gratitude? One day, I was looking through a table of delicate china teacups at the Holly House that had been donated. I grew up with those multi-color aluminum tumblers (which are now collector’s items), white mismatched mugs, and ‘unbreakable’ Corelle cups. I love china teacups. As I studied the intricate and colorful tea cups, I was overwhelmed with a feeling of gratitude for what I have. I am grateful for many things. I inherited a lovely set of tea cups decorated with beautiful violets from my grandmother. They are gorgeous. What’s more, I have the entire set, which includes plates, serving bowls, miniature salt and pepper shakers, a matching sugar and creamer set, and finally, small ashtrays for the bridge games my grandmother would host.  What I have is more than I wanted. It is more than I thought I needed. 

My gratitude goes beyond what I have. It speaks to who our God is. God wants us to have more than we can imagine. What God gives us might not be riches or things. God offers us a sense of worth that comes from who God says we are.  We are not unwanted, unneeded, or a burden. I am grateful that with God, we are each precious and valued. That is one important thing to remember about God. All of us are wanted and loved. There is no one on earth that God discards, donates, or sells. We are not a burden that is carried around or hidden away in an attic or basement when interest has died.  None of us are chosen as second best. We all have immense value in God’s eyes. We are all precious and a treasure to God. There is more. When we look at people around us, we need to remember that God values them! We need to treat people around us as if they were precious to God. This changes how we look at the world. As we see the world through the eyes of gratitude, our perspective changes and creates the community that God intended. One of love, acceptance, inclusivity, and care. 

Joy,

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Living in the Present Tense

“Therefore, stop worrying about tomorrow, because tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.”

Matthew 6:34 (Common English Bible)

It is the practice of the Eskimos never to carry the day’s evil experiences, its troubles and its quarrels, over into the next day. Two Eskimo hunters might become engaged in a violent dispute over the division of the game which they had taken, and heated words might even bring them to blows, but once the sun had set and they had retired to sleep, all memory of the quarrel would be erased from their spirits, and the next day they would greet each other as brothers. If you were to exclaim in surprise: “But I thought you were enemies. You were fighting yesterday!” they would answer: “Ah, but that was yesterday and we live only today.”i That is living in the present tense!

Mark Twain, with his characteristic humor, once commented that he has suffered many things most of which never happened. Doctors tell us that much of our anxiety, which often results in physical, emotional, and spiritual unease, is located in tomorrow, a preoccupation with fears of the future. Consequently, our fears of tomorrow rob us of the opportunity to live fully and abundantly today. Naturally, wise and reasonable decisions and personal behavior must shepherd us in the present day. Careless spending today will result in debt tomorrow. A word carelessly spoken or a relationship betrayed may negatively impact all of our tomorrows. Not all of us have been nurtured in the Eskimo culture!

Jesus’ invitation in this teaching is to locate our hearts in God. Worry and anxiety is all about trying to avoid something, about trying to get away from something. The strain of worry is indicative that we don’t trust the future. Jesus asks that we approach life from another perspective. Rather than fleeing what we fear most, Jesus asks that we run toward God. As Augustine once said, “Our hearts are restless until they rest in Thee.”i Jesus asks that we live in the present tense, free from the regrets of yesterday and the fears of tomorrow. That is possible after we have accepted God’s forgiveness for the past and trust in God’s care for the future.

Thomas Long writes that there is a kind of worry about the coming day that is normal, even healthy. “Tomorrow’s chemistry test or job interview is bound to provide concern, and this command ‘stop worrying about tomorrow’ is not an invitation to finesse the exam or to waltz into the interview unprepared. Rather, it speaks to the deeper, more basic fear that something is out there in the future that can destroy our basic worth as a human being, something finally stronger than God’s care, some silent killer shark swimming toward us from the future.”iii Jesus asks that we cling to God in such a manner that we can affirm that whatever tomorrow brings, it also brings God.

Joy,

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i Clayton E. Williams, “Living Today Forever,” Best Sermons: 1955 Edition, edited by G. Paul Butler (New York, London & Toronto: McGraw-Hill Book Company, Inc., 1955) 106.

ii Thomas G. Long, Matthew (Louisville & London: Westminster John Know Press, 1997) 76.

iii Long, 76.

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The Christian Way of Life

“Rejoice always. Pray continually. Give thanks in every situation because this is God’s will for you in Christ Jesus.”

1 Thessalonians 5:16-18 (Common English Bible)

CliffsNotes is a series of study guides in pamphlet form. Great works of literature and other works are redacted—or condensed—to present a larger work in a more accessible form for a quick perusal of the material. Some use CliffsNotes to determine if a large work is something they want to invest the time in for savoring the entire volume. Others, usually students preparing for an exam, simply want the facts. In these three brief verses from Paul’s letter to the Thessalonians, Paul provides the CliffsNotes to the Christian way of life.  In three rapid movements, God’s will for us is presented: we are to be a people who rejoice always, who pray continually, and who give thanks in every situation. Paul met with this young congregation only a few times before writing this letter, yet he has developed a deep affection for them—“like a nursing mother caring for her own children (1 Thessalonians 2:7)”—and longs that they grow strong in these three common shared experiences.

What does it mean to “rejoice always?” When my son, Nathanael, turned five years old, his mother and I threw him a birthday party. Half a dozen of his friends were invited and, as traditional birthdays go, birthday presents were presented and opened before cutting the birthday cake. Opening one gift, Nathanael’s eyes grew wide with joy, and, looking intently at the toy, exclaimed with delight, “It’s what I have always wanted! What is it?” Knowing what the gift is or the function of the gift was not important. Something greater was going on. Nathanael was surrounded by people who loved him, who cared to show up for his birthday, and even now were celebrating him. There was a party going on, and Nathanael was at the center of it all! Paul’s entire ministry is an announcement that God has shown up for us and is active in all things. Though there will be much in life we don’t understand, God stands with us in all life’s circumstances. That is an occasion for rejoicing always!

To pray continually is not every moment but constantly, repeatedly, as an acknowledgment that God is standing right with us. Richard Rohr tells us that St. Francis used to spend whole nights praying the same prayer: “Who are you, O God, and who am I?” Rohr asks that we notice that St. Francis is not stating anything, is not sure of anything, but is just asking open-ended questions.[i] This is the prayer that Paul speaks of when he instructs us to pray continually. The continual notice that God is God, whatever that may mean, and that we are not, is humbling. Such prayer—a constant awareness of a God of infinite mystery—diminishes any notion that we are large enough or strong enough to face life on our own. There is tremendous freedom in that! We are not alone in this journey we call life. Whatever may come in our future is not solely dependent upon us. The great object of prayer is to get home to God even when we fail to receive from God compliance for what we ask.

Paul concludes his summary of the Christian life asking that we give thanks in every situation. The careful eye will distinguish between “give thanks in every situation” and “give thanks for every situation.” Even the smallest child has experienced enough to realize that life throws some things at us that one cannot reasonably be thankful for. What Paul is asking us is that a life that has mastered rejoicing always and praying continually is a life that knows there is more to come—that any hardship, any loss, or any suffering fails to have the last word. God is present in each moment of our life and continually seeks our good. God has determined in the resurrection of Jesus Christ to have the last word for us. It is a word of life abundant with God for eternity. William James writes, “The greatest discovery of my generation is that people can alter their lives by altering their attitudes of mind.”[ii] Paul asks that we alter our lives simply by relinquishing control over our outcomes in life and approach all situations with a grateful heart that God moves us forward—even through the darkest shadows. Here, writes Paul, is the sum of the Christian life.

Joy,


[i] Richard Rohr, Yes, And…Daily Meditations (Cincinnati, Ohio: Franciscan Media, 1997) 102.

[ii] Earl Nightingale, Successful Living in a Changing World (Sound Wisdom: Shippensburg, PA., 2021) 174.

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Jealousy, the Enemy of Gratitude

The following meditation was written by Dr. Hood’s son, Nathanael Hood, MA, New York University; MDiv, Princeton Theological Seminary

After David came back from killing the Philistine, and as the troops returned home, women from all of Israel’s towns came out to meet King Saul with singing and dancing, with tambourines, rejoicing, and musical instruments. The women sang in celebration:

‘Saul has killed his thousands,

but David has killed his tens of thousands!’

Saul burned with anger. This song annoyed him. ‘They’ve credited David with tens of thousands,’ he said, ‘but only credit me with thousands. What’s next for him—the kingdom itself?’ So Saul kept a close eye on David from that point on.” 

(1 Samuel 18:6-9, Common English Bible)

For almost a decade now, I’ve kept a personal practice of reading through the entire Bible once per calendar year. I do this with the help of an online guide that divides the entire book into 365 bite-sized chunks, each taking 10-15 minutes to read. This practice has deepened my relationship with God in ways I can scarcely describe, but it’s also had the odd side effect of permanently associating certain parts of the Bible in my mind with certain parts of the year. For example, for me, January is synonymous with stories of God’s creation of the world, of Noah and the ark, of Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob, and of Joseph’s bondage in Egypt. Likewise, the coming of summer in June and July means the Psalms; the arrival of cold weather in October, the Gospels; and the month of April—the time I am currently writing this meditation—the epic saga of the Kings of Israel.

The stories of these kings and the rise and fall of their kingdoms are some of the most dynamic in the entire Bible, full of battles won, and wars lost, of secret prophecies and even more secret magics, of doomed families and lost lineages. Put simply, I’ve come to associate the month of April with stories that would make the greatest fantasy authors, from J. R. R. Tolkien to George R. R. Martin, green with envy. The crown jewel of these April stories—for me, at least—involves King David, the most famous and revered of the biblical kings of Israel. David, shepherd son, and Goliath-slayer, father of Solomon and author of the Psalms, has one of the richest, most extensive narratives of any single character in the entire Bible. And, perhaps unexpectedly for such a towering figure, he spends much of his youth powerless and fleeing for his life.

I’ll not summarize the whole story here—these meditations do have a word count limit—but suffice it to say that soon after entering the biblical narrative, David finds himself at odds with King Saul, the first king of Israel, the man whose throne he would one day usurp. The Bible portrays King Saul as a tragic figure, a once-righteous man whose flaws—many of which could be interpreted by modern readers as mental illnesses—lead to his downfall and death. At first, he loves David like a son, welcoming him into his court and enlisting him as a warrior in his armies. But David’s divinely-guided success on the battlefield quickly curdles Saul’s affections. In the eighteenth chapter of 1 Samuel, the situation comes to a head when fresh from a military success, Saul’s subjects sing a song comparing his and David’s exploits on the battlefield, lauding the latter over the former. As noted biblical scholar Walter Brueggemann points out, “The triumph belongs to both of them…there is enough joy for both to share fully.”1 But instead of sharing in this joy, instead of feeling gratitude for the excellent service of his subject, Saul becomes consumed with jealousy. From that point on, Saul never trusts David again. From that point on, Saul’s days as king are numbered.

Saul Attacking David by GUERCINO (b. 1591, Cento, d. 1666, Bologna);1646. Oil on canvas, Galleria Nazionale d’Arte Antica, Rome.

There are two powerful lessons here for those with ears to listen. First, jealousy cannot coexist with gratitude. It poisons our minds and short-sights our outlooks. Saul could have accepted David’s success with gratitude—his victories strengthened his kingdom and humbled his enemies! But his jealousy warped an ally into a foe, one he would eventually hound into exile and lose his throne pursuing. Second, true gratitude isn’t selfish; it’s selfless. Gratitude that comes from a loving heart rejoices in the successes of others and doesn’t wallow in self-pity. Self-pity leads to jealousy, which, as my April readings prove year after year, leads to self-destruction.

Joy,


1Walter Brueggemann, First and Second Samuel: Interpretation: A Bible Commentary for Teaching and Preaching (Louisville, KY: John Knox Press, 1990), 136

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Write Them on Your Doorframes

The following meditation was written by Dr. Doug Hood’s son, Nathanael Hood, MA, New York University; MDiv, Princeton Theological Seminary

These words that I am commanding you today must always be on your minds…tie them on your hand as a sign. They should be on your forehead as a symbol. Write them on your house’s doorframes and on your city’s gates.

(Deuteronomy 6: 6,8,9 (Common English Bible)

Throughout the world, if you visit a religiously observant Jewish household, you’ll likely notice a tiny tilted cylinder called a mezuzah affixed to their doorposts. Usually no more than a few inches in size, a mezuzah—or the plural “mezuzot”—is commonly inscribed with nothing but the Hebrew letter “ש,‎” an abbreviation for the word Shaddai which both Jews and Christians will recognize as one of God’s many names in the Bible. With a handful of exceptions, mezuzot are placed in each doorway within a Jewish household. These mezuzot are not solid talismans but hollow containers holding a parchment scrape inscribed with verses from the Torah, the first five books of the Old Testament. There are many rules and regulations surrounding their construction, installation, and maintenance—only a specific kind of parchment can be used, the verses must be written by a specifically trained scribe, they must be affixed within a specific time frame after moving in, a specific blessing must be said as they’re installed, and they must be specifically checked for deterioration or damage every few years.

For religious outsiders, this might seem quite the hassle! After all, when observant Christians put up crosses or crucifixes in our homes, we don’t usually have a clergyperson make, install, and maintain them! But for observant Jews, mezuzot are not simple ornaments—they fulfill one of the 613 mitzvot or “commandments” required of them in the Torah, specifically the command from the Book of Deuteronomy to affix God’s words to their “doorframes and on [their] city’s gates.” What respect! What piety! What gratitude. And “gratitude” is the proper word here, for the bestowal of the Torah and its 613 mitzvot is considered by Jewish people as cause for joy and celebration. Mezuzot, therefore, are not grim, compulsory reminders of religious doctrine, but everyday reminders that they are God’s precious covenant people.

As early Christianity diverged from traditional Judaism in the first and second centuries AD and became a religion dominated by Gentile converts, we discarded most of the 613 mitzvot—including the use of mezuzot. But there are times when I wonder whether Christianity may have lost something precious by abandoning them. I think, in particular, of a dear friend in New York City who identifies as Modern Orthodox and has mezuzot posted all throughout his apartment. I’m always deeply moved by how he’ll reverently touch them as he passes them by, lifting his hand to his lips to kiss the fingers that themselves have touched God’s words.

Understand this—I’m not advocating the Christian “reclamation” of mezuzot, but I do believe we stand to learn from our Jewish neighbors’ model of everyday religious gratitude. Too often, we Christians limit our devotions to one hour of worship on Sunday morning and to prayers before meals and bedtime. But if the promises of the Gospels are true—if we truly are redeemed from sin through Christ and guaranteed everlasting life—why shouldn’t we express a similar kind of gratitude? A joyous, sometimes euphoric everyday gratitude of amazement that, sinners though we be, we too have been chosen and redeemed, blessed and protected, cherished and beloved? So while we maybe shouldn’t affix Gospel verses to our doorposts, perhaps we Christians should strive in our own way to keep our gratitude alive and fresh all the days of our lives, in all our comings and goings. What other proper response could there be for a redemption such as that earned on the cross?

Joy,